sometimes I avoid sleeping so I can avoid that terrible moment where I think about everything and anything possible. all my thoughts will swallow me whole, I swear. I wish there was an off switch somewhere, what it is usually is when I pass out from exhaustion, then sleeping comes easily natural. yeah I haven’t had one of those in a while. tonight was way too much to handle. I’ll try it again tomorrow night, or I guess tonight. Goodmorning.